Tonight, half way during dinner with the family to celebrate my niece’s 2nd birthday, my grandmother decided to walk up to me and tell me that she had something very important for me to look at, walked me to the back room where my mom was waiting and they spent the next 30 minutes cornering me in the room while telling me what a spoiled brat I was and how I should stop thinking about myself for once.
Then my mom left and my grandmother yelled me some more, shut the lights off and closed the door in my face.
In the middle of dinner. I didn’t even finish my cake. And my mother told me to stop thinking about myself for once.
I don’t understand how everyone that I know thinks I’m a good awesome person and my mother and, new to the “I Hate Brittany” Club, my grandmother, that I am a know nothing child and I’m selfish and only think about myself. I can’t even begin to explain how heart broken I feel.
I just. can’t even. just. think. So I’m leaving this tumblr and making a new one.
I need a new. everything.
I need to breathe. I need new.
If still want to follow me, message me on this tumblr and I’ll give you my new one. I won’t delete this. I just need to move on. And I need new.